Hi everyone!  I was wondering if everyone could say a little prayer this morning or throught the afternoon.  I am having major surgery done in order to remove my gallbladder.  It is a pretty safe surgery but i am hoping that they are able to do laperscopic instead of having to make a huge cut.  Anyway please just prayer that the doctors are prepared and that this will make me feel much much better!  Thank you to everyone!

~Amanda~

Thank you to all my friends for your kind comments while i have been away!  Things are looking up and that feels good.  Valley's are rough and sometimes i think we forget that God is with us even when we don't think he is.  I am glad to be coming out of the valley and the only way i could is with him.  Thank you God for being there even when i wasn't calling on you! 

Thank you again everyone!  Let me know what has been happening with you guys!

~Amanda~

Finally feeling better and thank you all for the kind notes and prayers.  Things are crazy around here.  I don't know if anyone knows because i haven't really been around anywhere at all.  But i am now working two jobs plus going to school.  So you say the least i have not much spare time!  So i have tottally made some bad desicions in the last month or so.  I have been really passionate about things and then for some reason my spirits were darkened.  I know now that it was the devil getting me down but how do you correct the things that you have done.  You can apoligize for the things that you have done but really does that correct your wrong?  How can you prove to people that you are serious about something when for awhile you were not serious.  And how to do you tell people no?  I want to apoligize to the some people at the corps for some of my actions and dropping the ball on alot if things.  This is not my official apology you all deserve one individually and i will give them to you but this is my public annoucment that i am sorry and that i am planning on changing my actions.

In the next week i am going to be making alot of big changes in my life and i am looking forward to it.  Please pray for me as i will be imbarking on a new life for myself.  A life that is healthy and not set in place by things that i have used as a crutch all my life.  Thank you again for all who have been praying for me.  God has been speaking to me although i have not been showing it.

~Amanda~

P.S. More positive entries to come i am sure!